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Finally moved far far away. Nice neighborhood, very green and lots of space. Settling down is not so easy since i'm new to everything here. Mom started work already so it's me and the house most of the time.
this week i donated to a fund to help my uncle who abused me for 15 years. he's fighting cancer. i did it anonymously. this isn't the first time i helped him or the others. And because of this mom thinks i'm hopeless, i know she's worried and scared i might move back in with the rest of my family. obviously i will never do that. should i ignore him and the rest, never forgive and move on? does that make me the better person.. or am i stupid.
i want to help myself, i want to let it out but after seeing similar stories and feelings from others, i back off. i don't know why i just can't seem to let it out. whatever lies ahead i know i have to live with all of it.