That one pissed me off for a while. She can get so nasty! She has left me many many voice messages where she is just... evil.
The last one she left me went "Rhea, now you're not answering my phone calls. You know, you used to be so strong, never play victim BUT I guess you're looking for sympathy... anyway...."
f*ck you b*tch! I'm not "looking for sympathy" and even if I was, I certainly know I would never get it from you!!!!!
Her tone of voice so UGH! I just can't explain it.
She keeps saying to me that "your father and I sat down after you told me and had a good long talk about it. We moved on, you need to too" (she says he was going through a "weird phase" but I know that bastard hasn't changed a bit and even if it was a "weird phase that's still no excuse)
Well gee, thanks mom! I'm glad you and dad sat and had a little chat about him trying to f*ck me and me fighting him off. THANKS! I'm glad the two of you "moved on" together and "got over it". Who cares about me or how it made me feel. "It only happened once" and that shows what a GOOD MAN he is.
I asked my mom what she would have done if I hadn't stopped it. If I had let it go "all the way". I wanted to know just what it would have to take to get her to even THINK about leaving him.
She said "Rhea, you asked me a very important question and I want to answer it. You wanted to know what I would've done if he had actually had sex with you, WHICH HE DIDN'T WHICH HE DIDN'T, let's not forget that HE DIDN'T, but you asked me and I want to answer. The answer is I don't know. I don't know what I would have done, but the important thing is that that never happened!"
This hurt me so much. I said, "What do you mean YOU DON'T KNOW!! Even if dad had full on raped me you STILL don't know what you would have done???!!!! You wouldn't leave him and prosecute immediatly?! You DON'T KNOW?! Even if my dad had FULL ON raped me, then maybe, MAYBE you MIGHT CONSIDER leaving him!! I can't believe you!!"
I still can't believe she SAID that! After thinking about her answer too!! She called me back to answer because she NEEDED TIME TO THINK ABOUT IT and her answer was I DON'T KNOW?!!!
What kind of mother is she?!
edited to fix typos