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  1. Thanks, Heart.
  2. Thanks, Skye. (((safe hugs)))
  3. Thanks. =) (((safe hugs)))
  4. Thanks MGR. (((safe hugs))))
  5. *hugs* Of course it's ok to come back. We're always here for you. I'm so sorry you're struggling... *safe hugs* Love, Alex
  6. I enjoyed a smoothie today. I took a nap even tho I didn't have time to. =)
  7. I'm back. I'm struggling more than I care to admit. I don't know what to do and sometimes everything hurts. I'm with an amazing man and we're planning on getting married (for clarification, this wasn't the man I was with in November). I'm terrified right now of everything and I just need somewhere to vent and people to lean on. I'm in *t* again and's hard. Thanks in advance. Love, Alex
  8. Thanks to everyone for the welcome backs. And thanks for always welcoming me back. =)
  9. Thanks for the welcome back. =)
  10. Hey everyone, I'm sorry I've been away for forever. Things are so much better than they were...I occasionally have flashbacks/body memories but I feel healed and...amazing. I moved out of the house and am away at college and that's helped so much. I'm at a loss for words. I'm not going to lie, I'm not sure I feel like I belong because I've been away for so long and because I'm pretty far along in the path to healing. And speaking of healing... I thought I was a lesbian. ...until I admitted my feelings for a really good guy friend. I'd actually had feelings for him all through high school - so - for about 4 years. =O He spent the night was beyond amazing. He knows about the *sa*/*r* and was so tender and caring and sweet. I know that it wasn't a one-night sort of a thing but I'm trying to figure out whether or not to ask him out (he said that he didn't know what to do with what happened when we talked...although I'm thinking this may have to do with the fact that I'm in control of any sexual situation/etc.). So...hehehe. I'm still floating and on top of the world and I feel...amazing. I hope all of you guys are well. (((safe hugs))) Love, Alex
  11. (((Elizabeth))) Welcome to AS. Hope you find this place as helpful as I have over the years. - Alex
  12. ((Mindysue)) Welcome to AS. Welcome to our family. Love, Alex
  13. Welcome to AS. Hope you feel at home here. Take your time to look around. ((safe hugs)) Love, Alex
  14. (((Kitty))) Welcome to AS hun. I hope you enjoy your stay; I'm sorry you've been through so much. Please know that we're here for you. Welcome to our family. (((safe hugs))) Love, Alex
  15. ((Megan)) Welcome to AS! ((safe hugs)) Hope you enjoy your stay. Love, Alex